Late again?

As if yesterday wasn't sad enough, I overslept today. No dreams, but full of rushing. We are going to have a French Spelling test today..Sigh.. so? well...rest assured, I made it tho. After all those running (like in the Pursuit of Happyness) and taking the bus, I felt very stressed. I began to think of what to say to the lecturer. I entered the room, and she look SHOCKED.

moi: Je suis tres desolee, professeur. Je re tard.( catching for breath)
prof: Pourquoi?
moi: I overslept today (still catching for breath!)
prof: But, we have done the spelling test!
moi: It's ok, you can give me another one! (looking for place to sit, still catching breath!)

It wans't until I sat down, that I realised there were 2 more person who was late. So how? well...I was just late for 15 minutes, so, I was still able to do the test ( more like dictation). After that, I had to prepare for my 111 tutorial. It was also because I was doing research yesterday nite and then did the readings, that made me overslept. Still want to sleep now. Anyways, I think the tension was building up for me before the tutorial. In the end, it was okay, as I think? I got most of the concept roughly in the right direction. Seriously speaking, I wasn't really able to digest it all or comprehend. I still need some more time. I know that that isn't going to happen, so I am looking for ways to speed read or make utmost use of my time. Wish me well for my efforts.

I also got some feedback regarding my WUS project (thanx y'all!) I am therefore searching for some alternatives and approach. AM still looking for ways to empower my customers. My group may be having some form of online marketing strategy. Don't worry, I'll keep you updated.

p/s: how did the anagram go? din't get it? its ok. here's another. SYHONI H. NENE. It's variant will be HONEY N. SHINE. Best wishes. She's my coursemate. Do u want to make an anagram of your name?

A Sad Dream?

Hmm..are sad dreams possible? are they just imaginations spurred on by the emotions. It is perplexing. I had a dream this morning. It was a sad one. I saw someone. We met. And the scene became one of despair and loss of hope. There seems to be no future for us anymore. It was way to difficult. I finally turned away, and walked off.

I woke up after that. Feeling really tired( either the dream? or my late sleep?) and drowsy. Then I looked at the clock and realised I woke up late. I needed to hurry if I wanted to catch the bus and reach the lecture hall in time. Worse still, my roomate was also just waking up. We had to rush our morning routines. And my left eye was red until after the lecture. I had a sad dream. It just shows some part fo me that I havn't resoleve yet, I guess. It has always been on my side. I kept on thinking the whole morning. And I have made a decision. I will let it go. Or rather, I will let my feeling for her to go. It will not do anyone good. Rest assured, family and friends, I have resolved this matter. And most importantly, I suggest that you get a dreamcatcher, just in case.

p/s: I think the anagram before was quite obvious, rite? Try this one on for size. Jean Khiro. And, she's not the one mentioned above(just in case you all get funny ideas). I know it ain't fair, but ces't la vie, mon ami, ces't la vie.

These are some of the pics of my t-shirt. My group is offering a design service for our WUS 101. We discussed about the needs of society, and decided that people lacked a place for self-expression. We can't really find something that's not from the factory. Seeing this need, we decided to turn ordinary things into things that can be used for self-expression. We then decided to start with t-shirts. We can help u to design your own white tee. It can be a mode of self-expression and a great gift for the special someone. DO let me know if u r interested.(for those who r near me geographically. But for those who aren't, i think taking a deposit should be fine.lol.)

Completion!!

Hmm..i do apologize for the late update. It has been (and may continue to be) a BUSY week. I think I am barely looking for a space to breathe. Well...it has been quite tremendous work. Not to mention my silliness.lol, for you see, I misunderstood (and did not clarify) the readings for YKT 111. I ended up being a fool (no kidding) and TRIED (in vain) to read 5 chapters in 3 days. I ended up not knowing much. But somehow, through God's grace, our tutorial class worked together quite well.Someone says a little bit here, someone guessed a bit there. At least that kept the wheel going. It didn't become a stagnant and eerie class with everyone's hair standing on it's end. After the class, I was relieved. It seems I had got the readings wrong (what did you expect?) and now, I have FOCUS. I would be in for a roller-coaster ride soon though. I have to continue the t-shirt production, assignment research and writing, meetings (NRIC,SHE,WUS,YKT 103), presentations. I guess I don't really need to complain about my "busyness", but I just think it's worth writing down.

I had also just started my french class. You will have no idea how much I miss my french accent (I think I had it), and french conversations. The first 2 classes started with the usual alphabets and some phrases and all. But, i think I should be quite ok with it. I hope I don't embarrass my french teacher(Alliance Francaise) though. Need a bit of time to get all those pronunciation rushing back. It's almost like doing ht eshort course all over again. This time, in slow-mo and with background info.lol. C'est interessant. I had also manage to seek permission in conversing in french with my coursemate. It would be nice to practice it more often.

p/s: Being all this busy, I think I'm starting to like to do anagrams (an anagrammist wannabe). Don't know where did that come from. lol. This one's quite obvious. NEO D. GUNDM. Let me noe if u find the answer.

THEFT

My dear frens, allow me to tell u a true story. 4 guys went hiking one day. 2 of them left their bags safely in the driver's bonnet. Then, they hiked up and down. It took bout an hour. After enjoying the scenic view and tiring trek, they came back to the car. The driver was curious as the car door seemed to be unlocked. Then, 2 of the guys went behind to get their bag. As the bonnet opened, 1 of them asked, ' Isn't it a bit empty?'. Well, friends, their bags were stolen. I guees u might have known who is in the story. well, i'm the one that got my bag stolen. In it, was my umbrella(purple),mp3 player(purple), pencil case, orientation t-shirt, spectacle and worse still, my matrix card. So, what was my reaction? Well, I felt being angry and sad didn't really help. so, I decided that from my perspective, it was a test and lesson from God. It really shows how things should not be taken for granted. I also learned to trust more in Him. I thank God that my IC was not in the bag nor was my handphone. True, I was careless, but I now learn to be better. Anyways, if you see me from afar and start waving, and I didn't wave back, do not BLAME me as my specs got stolen..thanks..

Decide!!

It has finally been done! The machinery has been set into motion, the wheel has been spun, and the first domino is pushed. What would become of this decision is unknown to man. There can only be a likely consequence and fate. I have decided my fellow comrades. The decision is...................

I WILL DO IT!!

It takes me great courage and determination to say that!~ after days of dilemma and a few consultation with my trusted friends and family (thank you sis and Serena!! luv y'all!) I decided to take the plunge. To walk the first step, and to enter the unknown realm of possibilities. (See y'all on the other side then! I'm in for a rough ride!!)

p/s: thanks again for tolerating the times when i was moping around!!lol....

to emcee or not to emcee

well...there are times in the life of a man where he will inevitably meet a dilemma. A dilemma so great, so immense, he has to sit around and mope about it(for days). Or should i say 'think' about it. In this period of immense mental stimulation and concentration, he uses all available resource to understand the situation and create countless possibilities of likely consequences. In such, each of it is greater and worse(sometimes, its just a whole lot funnier!!) than the one before. In the end, a decision is to be made. A choice to be taken, a path to walk, and a promise to make.

My dear frens, my time is now. My dilemma has reared its ugly head(not to mention stinky breath) to taunt the living daylights out of me. It comes in a small, almost negligible question. "Can u be the emcee?" Can I? I am doubting it, really... based on my own strength, i don't even know if I can stand the pressure. And because of this, I have utilized what some might know as the "I-go-around-asking-all-the-ppl-that-I-know", for their 'honest' opinions. Some are very helpful, others just repeat the same thing, 'DO what you want".

I guessed the final option that befalls this man, is still to PRAY. So, if your one of my friends and you see me moping around, hope you could help me with my 'dilemma'. On the other hand, I still have to find a co-mc, if it ever works out. SO, i am really sorry, if you got picked..it ain't my fault! Its just LIFE' , Ces't la vie, mon ami, Ces't la vie!!