It seems that I have left this familiar place too long. Cracks are visible and spider webs roam the place. But then again, it wasn't really easy, finding time or rather, making time.
Interesting things happen to us humans for countless times. Sweet memories, painful and sad suffering with a triumphant change of the situation.
I learned a valuable lesson about loneliness these days. I learned that no matter how strong we think we are, we are simply created for each other. And that is not all, no matter how weak we think we may be, God will forever be strong. It doesn't matter the circumstance, nor the emotional roller-coaster. When we have finally decided to let go of our life, to put our faith in God, things take a different perspective.
It is of course not easy, but when a control freak like me did it, it was a relief. There was still pain and loneliness and all those emotions. And yet, that is what makes us human. For we need to lift up these emotions to God, and finally see the rainbow at the end of the storm.
I'm grateful to God for encouraging me through my friends. I had a group of good and encouraging brothers and sisters-in-Christ that took me through this time. A support system. Thank you.
We should always remember the suffering that Christ went through and count our blessings.
We will learn our life lesson, one at a time.....
